Sumary of my journal lol:
You probly don't feel like reading all this so the first part is about how I'm rly sick and the second part is about my choir concert (I got an award!) and the third part is about this guy I liked but then he said sumthing rly mean about me.



So I've been rly sick for the past week or so. It started with a head ach and a sliight fever, went to fever and sore throat, to lost my voice but no fever, to omg ur fevers back and you can't stop coughing let's take u to the doctor, to you have walking pneumonia!

So yah I have walking pneumonia..

And the period of time where I lost my voice? Oh I just had my BIGGEST and LAST choir concert of the year! In which I had a SOLO to sing!

But I won a 'Outstanding Musicianship Award'! Only 3 people in our choir got one and I was one of them! I'm rly proud of that.

But I was super nervous cuz this guy -- well I'll just tell you about it.

I had a crush on this guy I had never even talked to before and I was silently trying to get to know him thru friends. After 3 weeks of liking him I told him I did, even tho my 2 friends already told him b ut he didn't kno who i was.

So like I msg him on myspace and tell him all this stuff and a week later I hav no responce.

U kno y??

He deleted the msg before he even read it becuz he thinks I'm emo (and I'm not!) and he told my friend Taylor he's 'EMO-PHOBIC'!

What an ass right?

Well anyway I cried that night and got drainage (eww) drown my throat and THAT'S how I got sick! So I totally blame him! lol.

But anyway!

I still think he's rly rly rly rly X10000000 hot and he makes me all nervous. Well guess who was there, front row to my right, at my choir concert??

Yup! Him!

And he wasn't even there for me so I was nervous and a little pissy. LoL.

Anyway I kno that, that was a lot to read but I just wanted to get that out.

Thanks for listening!

xoxo
Dove

ps. I'm working on a new poem that I think u guys will love