XxLonesomeDovexX

Happy birthday, once more, lovely. I hope, wherever you are, you're doing well. ♥

Happy birthday, dear. ♥

I love youuuuuu<3

<3

Hello again lovely, I hope you are well.

so today there is a tornado watch/warning,
the lesser of two weavils, i can't get them straight.
anyway, it's springtime! yeeeah!
my birthday was a lovely day, filled with laughter
and it's about time i finally described my slight
love for my physics teacher. he's so goshdamed funny
and smart, kelsey, he has ADHD, or ADD, i also can't
keep those straight, and dyslexia. so he does all of
his notes totally from memory, just stands at the front
of the class and speaks and writes on the smartboard,
and teaches. i don't have him this semester, but he's our student council teacher advisor, so i see him almost daily. but the true reason that i love him is that he cares. like he actually genuinely CARES, and it feels wonderful, that an adult does, besides my parents you know, who are obliged. like he respects me as a person, not a reckless teenager. i say this because way back in january, i cam back from my ski trip out west, and i had a mental breakdown one day in his classroom at lunch, just walked in and started crying because i couldn't take being so far behind in all my classes, with exams a week away, and all my friends were a close knit circle with me on the outside and no comfort at all.. it was such a rotten day and he just let me sit in his class, he left and i got to pull myself together, and then a few days later i went to school on the day everyone skips, for extra physics help, since i needed it and i hate math and suck at it, and i kinda cried again, which is so embarrasing for me, but he said, 'you know what, you need to relax, when's the last time you just went home and did something fun, something you haven't done since you were a kid, because really, what's it going to hurt, just not doing your homework for one day? just taking a break from life' and when he told me to just let go, it took a while but i did, and he pretty much saved me from myself. but anyway, horrible ranting on my part, i appologize, but kelsey i'm going to miss him! is that bad, to miss a TEACHER!? probably, he's married with three kids, 1, 3 and 4, and his wife is a teacher at our school, [small town] and sid, one of my bestfriends, her mom babysits his kids, so i mean i could even see him over the summmer, but come on it's creepy right? i guess i haven't really described everything very well, but gah, he inspires me so much, to overcome such adversity in his life, and to be so caring. i wish i could just tell everyone in the world that i love exactly what they mean to me, but i can't, you know? like i can't fully put to words how grateful i am for you, because there's no way, and i can't tell him because quite simply, it's too risque now a days for students to talk to their teachers or else get accused of stupid shit, like all my friends make fun of me because i think he's so great, but seriously, maybe i'm just more mature? i don't know, but what i do know is that i love YOU and i miss YOU and i wish you all the best in your week,

ciao for now bella